youngmumtobe20
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im gona apologise in advance cos im gona have a moan...
just feeling really down this morning, woke up feeling fine and as the morning went on started feeling worst and worst. then OH made a silly comment that just sent me over the edge, he was joking but i took it to heart tried not to cry all morning (which i think made it worse) then when i started walking to work i just couldnt hold it back anymore. i got to the corner of the road and turned back cos i was in such a state ppl wudve thought i was mad.
got back and sat down after texting my dad (my boss) to say i'd be in an hour later, and OH didnt make one attempt to ask what was wrong or comfort me for half an hour! when he did i just saqid i was feeling down and that started me off again! lol he did give me a cuddle and make me feel a bit better in the ends, better late than never i spose.
so now im sat in work, still feeling like i wana cry my eyes out, and after all that emotion i feel exhausted. and horribly guilty towards OH, he's been so good to me, especiallky this last week, buying me bits to make me more comfy and just cheer me up cos i've been feeling crap, then i go and make him feel like he's done something wrong.
sorry to depress u all but if i physically talk to someone i'll cry again and it'll all come out in an incoherant babble
just feeling really down this morning, woke up feeling fine and as the morning went on started feeling worst and worst. then OH made a silly comment that just sent me over the edge, he was joking but i took it to heart tried not to cry all morning (which i think made it worse) then when i started walking to work i just couldnt hold it back anymore. i got to the corner of the road and turned back cos i was in such a state ppl wudve thought i was mad.
got back and sat down after texting my dad (my boss) to say i'd be in an hour later, and OH didnt make one attempt to ask what was wrong or comfort me for half an hour! when he did i just saqid i was feeling down and that started me off again! lol he did give me a cuddle and make me feel a bit better in the ends, better late than never i spose.
so now im sat in work, still feeling like i wana cry my eyes out, and after all that emotion i feel exhausted. and horribly guilty towards OH, he's been so good to me, especiallky this last week, buying me bits to make me more comfy and just cheer me up cos i've been feeling crap, then i go and make him feel like he's done something wrong.
sorry to depress u all but if i physically talk to someone i'll cry again and it'll all come out in an incoherant babble