carrieanne
Member
- Joined
- May 26, 2012
- Messages
- 21
- Reaction score
- 0
Feeling pretty down, yesterday would've been my due date had I not miscarried in January.
I know that I wasn't really that far on but it still really gets to me. I thought I'd be a mess yesterday but I just kept myself busy and I'm doing pretty much the same today. But I want to scream, cry my eyes out, you know - just to get the emotion out. But for some reason I can't.
I feel totally useless and am getting really agitated by not being able to conceive again no matter what we are doing.
I know I've mentioned it in another post back in May but I keep catching myself giving other people/babies dirty looks which makes me feel awful because I'm not normally like that.
It's heartbreaking to see others with babies and children, especially all my friends and ex's which is making me feel like it's me that's got something wrong with me. Everyone keeps telling me "oh at least you know you can get pregnant" but do I? Just because it happened once doesn't mean all is ok as I've now been trying since February and nothing.
I'm trying to be upbeat but that is proving very difficult just now. I hope that my mood improves!
I know that I wasn't really that far on but it still really gets to me. I thought I'd be a mess yesterday but I just kept myself busy and I'm doing pretty much the same today. But I want to scream, cry my eyes out, you know - just to get the emotion out. But for some reason I can't.
I feel totally useless and am getting really agitated by not being able to conceive again no matter what we are doing.
I know I've mentioned it in another post back in May but I keep catching myself giving other people/babies dirty looks which makes me feel awful because I'm not normally like that.
It's heartbreaking to see others with babies and children, especially all my friends and ex's which is making me feel like it's me that's got something wrong with me. Everyone keeps telling me "oh at least you know you can get pregnant" but do I? Just because it happened once doesn't mean all is ok as I've now been trying since February and nothing.
I'm trying to be upbeat but that is proving very difficult just now. I hope that my mood improves!