Not too sure where to post but I just needed to write!
I had my beautiful baby boy 15 days ago at 38+3. I had a painful but wonderful water birth which I’m still in awe of having done and I love him to pieces BUT I just seem to feel like I’m alone and have no support and it’s really getting me down.
my partner and I aren’t in the best of places currently and I feel like she just picks holes in everything I do. If I don’t put him down after a feed I’m told off for smothering him. All I do is feed him apparently and don’t give my daughter any attention. She is making me feel like I’m useless and she just doesn’t care.
when I’m in the house alone with both of my babies, I feel so very lucky but I also feel sad and alone like I have no one and no support and it’s really hard. I’m sure it’s just because it’s so new again but I just wondered if this is a normal feeling regardless of having a rubbish relationship atm!
I get teary often which I know is normal too and my midwife wasn’t too concerned and said it’s better out now than bottling it up for months but I just don’t know, I don’t feel right I guess.
I also feel really sad that my little bump has gone. I know it’s silly but I miss how safe he was and feeling him moving. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love having him here with me now and wouldn’t change that for the world but I miss my bump too!!
please tell me others have felt like this too?!
I had my beautiful baby boy 15 days ago at 38+3. I had a painful but wonderful water birth which I’m still in awe of having done and I love him to pieces BUT I just seem to feel like I’m alone and have no support and it’s really getting me down.
my partner and I aren’t in the best of places currently and I feel like she just picks holes in everything I do. If I don’t put him down after a feed I’m told off for smothering him. All I do is feed him apparently and don’t give my daughter any attention. She is making me feel like I’m useless and she just doesn’t care.
when I’m in the house alone with both of my babies, I feel so very lucky but I also feel sad and alone like I have no one and no support and it’s really hard. I’m sure it’s just because it’s so new again but I just wondered if this is a normal feeling regardless of having a rubbish relationship atm!
I get teary often which I know is normal too and my midwife wasn’t too concerned and said it’s better out now than bottling it up for months but I just don’t know, I don’t feel right I guess.
I also feel really sad that my little bump has gone. I know it’s silly but I miss how safe he was and feeling him moving. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love having him here with me now and wouldn’t change that for the world but I miss my bump too!!
please tell me others have felt like this too?!