I physically feel so sick to my stomach right now, I'm convinced that am gonna die and not WA me to meet my little boy tomorrow. I just don't no how to calm myself down at all about the procedure everything is daunting about it. This will be my 4th c section the baby was a big shock and still not got my head around it yet. As mad as it sounds a just wanna run away and not have to deal with the impending doom as feeling 😰😰😰😰. Not sure how am gonna actually be able to lay on the theatre table knowing what's happening and what could happen to me. 😰😰.