Sorry I just really need a good moan...
I am still getting morning sickness, which lasts all day and night. I know I should be grateful I have strong pregnancy hormones but I have had this since week 4 and it is really starting to get me down. As well as that I have bad backache, headaches all the time. I also get very painful ligament pain.
I am so happy to be pregnant and it really is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and all I want is a healthy baby at any cost, I know its worth it all etc, but just feel so bad I want to cry all the time.
I think the hardest thing is I started a new job three weeks ago, and I know they took a chance employing me when im pregnant, so I dont feel able to take time off or express that I feel bad in any way. They dont really acknowledge the pregnancy (although very obvious) so i dont either. Is weird as is all i ever think about... (also my skin is terrible which i know is minor but terrible for confidence!)
Feel guilty for feeling like this as am so grateful I am pregnant and know I am very lucky. I just didnt expect to feel quite this ill all the time...
Anyway, no need to reply, just really needed to get it out as cant say it to anyone else as feel like i should find pregnancy easy and beautiful and dont want people to think i am horrible selfish person.
I am still getting morning sickness, which lasts all day and night. I know I should be grateful I have strong pregnancy hormones but I have had this since week 4 and it is really starting to get me down. As well as that I have bad backache, headaches all the time. I also get very painful ligament pain.
I am so happy to be pregnant and it really is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and all I want is a healthy baby at any cost, I know its worth it all etc, but just feel so bad I want to cry all the time.
I think the hardest thing is I started a new job three weeks ago, and I know they took a chance employing me when im pregnant, so I dont feel able to take time off or express that I feel bad in any way. They dont really acknowledge the pregnancy (although very obvious) so i dont either. Is weird as is all i ever think about... (also my skin is terrible which i know is minor but terrible for confidence!)
Feel guilty for feeling like this as am so grateful I am pregnant and know I am very lucky. I just didnt expect to feel quite this ill all the time...
Anyway, no need to reply, just really needed to get it out as cant say it to anyone else as feel like i should find pregnancy easy and beautiful and dont want people to think i am horrible selfish person.
