dreams!!

[claire2602]

So in the last week ive had 2really vivid dreams about getting a bfp. where i was,where oh was, how i told him etc and i resisted tested as i didnt want to destroy that thought as i remember feeling so amazing. Af is due imminently and the realisation that im not going to get a bfp again this month is devastating. At the end of this month we hit our 3years ttc. I never ever thought id have this trouble. And its heartbreaking - as you all know. I really want to end the year with a bfp

 

[kaz1983]

i havent had these kind of dreams but can relate to vivid dreams they jus havent bn making sense and this happened before i knew i was pregnant last time an as it ended in mc im terrified its gonna happen again even tho dont know if im pregnant or not xx

 

[Blueflower]

I had 2 BFP dreams the night before my official testing day after IVF, they were so vivid that I woke up planning how to word it on here!!

DH had a dream as well that he told his dad I was pregnant, it was very poignant because his dad died about a year before and DH never remembers his dreams and hates it when I tell him mine usually!

Next time I'm not going to wait till OTD but do it earlier to avoid stress! I was so sure I was pregnant that I was actually shaking whilst weeing on the stick!

Its very cruel to get these dreams and then a BFN, we just want it so much.