im having one of those days today,
me n hubby have been clearing out the spare bedroom thats going to be the babys room, and came across random old clothes n i literally burst out crying and couldnt stop
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found the top that both me n oh wore on our first date, and i think i got so upset because i feel like i am so huge now he could never love me the way i am, im about a size 14 now but was a 8/010 when we met 7yrs ago, and i literally cant get over the fact that all my old clothes will probs never fit me again,
dont get me wrong i am soooo lucking forward to the baby comming and being pregnant, and we go away in 9days to egypt for 2 weeks which will be fantastic, but i think its just my hormones being silly,
im also crying now because im thinking about it n the fact that oh has gone out to get drunked with his mates for someones birthday so im home alone, and there are so many other poeple that are slimmer and pretier than me that are out there,
im not liking this hormoney me, its not normally me cos im bubbly n confident, but i feel like a former version of myself, its horrible