I'm home for a while!!

Thanks ladies.
I enjoyed my meal!

lol
I'm still getting contractions (they're a bit irregular) my Bishops Score is 9 (out of 13) &, lost all my plug!
I've just had a HUGE clear out too (oh no, hope I kept some of that Little Chef meal to keep me going

)
Anyway, got to go back for 3pm so I'm going to try and have a little sleep.
Oh and by the way, literally straight after the pessary was administered, I got a horrible stabbing pain up "there" which felt like a knife going up me

That kinda hurt, but seems to have worn off now.
Anyway, if they let me home again after this next dose, I'll pop back on later!!
I was so scared earlier

I cried loads this morning about today. I just kept thinking "I know I won't be able to do this" and setting myself up for a horrible day. I feel much better now. I'm still dreading later, and when labour starts properly. I won't deny that I'm petrified! Funny how you know for 9 months that this day will come, but when it finally arrives, I don't feel prepared?! Hmmm!!
xx