it says it all really, and I feel more exhausted now than before my hols!!!
On 25th of December, Maheen was standing and trying to walk, and she fell backwards, and I did not manage to catch her properly, and she hurt banger her head SO HEAVILY on the wooden floor!!!!
Of course she cried, and I thought I was gonna die! I felt so guilty, that I only got there too late! so of course, I was dead worried all day lng, she vomited once and that's all, so after we called NHS direct, my husband convinced me she was ok, and there was no need to take her to A&E. But then, next morning, she vomited again, and much more, so we took her to A&E; Over there, typical, she was all smiley and happy, so they briefly checked her and off we went back home; They said she was fine.
And then, it was ME!!! I went sick, and sick again, and again, and diarrhea for 7 days non stop! my tummy was so painful, even looking at Maheen's food made me run to the toilet!
It was the worst ever Xmas of my life, when it should have been the best!
I thought it was over but Maheen has strated vomiting again today, the whole 210ml of milk came out!
(sorry TMI!)
I wanted to cope with all this by yself, but seeing her not well today has made me feel depressed again! I just don't know what's wrong, I feel so helpless, and she is so brave, doesn't complain, doesn't cry, vomits quite strongly and smiles right after, bless... she is much stronger than I am!
And now, because she fell while she was standing by herself, she just doesn't want to do it anymore! She is too scared and just grabs me as strongly as she can! I am getting worried it will stop her from walking, now! I have tried to make her regain confidence, but she just doesn't want to let go of me!
anyway, rant over, I guess I just needed to share it with someone, I am sure it'll get better soon!
good night everyone
Mel xx
On 25th of December, Maheen was standing and trying to walk, and she fell backwards, and I did not manage to catch her properly, and she hurt banger her head SO HEAVILY on the wooden floor!!!!
Of course she cried, and I thought I was gonna die! I felt so guilty, that I only got there too late! so of course, I was dead worried all day lng, she vomited once and that's all, so after we called NHS direct, my husband convinced me she was ok, and there was no need to take her to A&E. But then, next morning, she vomited again, and much more, so we took her to A&E; Over there, typical, she was all smiley and happy, so they briefly checked her and off we went back home; They said she was fine.
And then, it was ME!!! I went sick, and sick again, and again, and diarrhea for 7 days non stop! my tummy was so painful, even looking at Maheen's food made me run to the toilet!
It was the worst ever Xmas of my life, when it should have been the best!
I thought it was over but Maheen has strated vomiting again today, the whole 210ml of milk came out!
(sorry TMI!)I wanted to cope with all this by yself, but seeing her not well today has made me feel depressed again! I just don't know what's wrong, I feel so helpless, and she is so brave, doesn't complain, doesn't cry, vomits quite strongly and smiles right after, bless... she is much stronger than I am!
And now, because she fell while she was standing by herself, she just doesn't want to do it anymore! She is too scared and just grabs me as strongly as she can! I am getting worried it will stop her from walking, now! I have tried to make her regain confidence, but she just doesn't want to let go of me!
anyway, rant over, I guess I just needed to share it with someone, I am sure it'll get better soon!
good night everyone
Mel xx
