Thank you all, I've been trying to stay away from the pregnancy forum and still don't feel ready to join tri 1, but thank you all so much for understanding..... The midwife (who was training a sonographer) made everyone in the room confirm a heart beat as I didn't believe her!
I still haven't told family I'm not sure when I'll feel ready (am technically 10 weeks) I have another 'official dating scan next week on the 17th! So maybe then :/
At this rate I may send out pregnancy announcement cards and birth announcement cards at the same time....... Because I think I'll only believe it's ok then xx