Thank you all for such lovely words! You're all so lovely, honestly this is the nicest most supportive TTC site!

It still doesn't feel real! Hubby is over the moon... I came home from work and gave him the clearblue test and he thought I was giving him a marker pen, it took him a minute to turn it over and click on to what it was!
Carnat - thanks hun, I'm so glad your friend is okay sounds like she went through a total rollercoaster! I've already had my treatment which is what I'm a bit worried about as you're not meant to have it when preg but obviously I didn't know at the time! I so hope I haven't hurt my baba already, I feel so guilty! Going to phone the hospital today and hopefully they can reassure me
Ceebee - aw thankyou sweetie, your post nearly made me cry too! Lol. I really appreciate that

can't believe how january started off as such a horrible month and has turned out to be the best month ever for me, you couldn't make it up! Going to miss you lovely TTC girls so much, can I still pop in and be nosey? I wish with all my heart that you all get your BFP's in feb! X
Lynds... Massive congratulations to you too hun! You were down for testing on the same date as me on Jan thread

even though we both caved in early haha! Happy and healthy 9 months to you hun xxx