Thank you Scatty & Little Minx
Skatty, you sound so much like me. I also am not worried about the pain far from it, it is the unknown and the loss of control I hear about all the time. I also understand that it is normal for all 1st time mothers to be worried but when it is something that actually makes you ill then that is a different story. It is very hard for outsiders to understand if they have not suffered with panic/anxiety attacks.
I do have a cousin & a friend who have had electice caesarians who I have chewed their ears off getting all the details.
Im lucky that I will have my DH & mum with me for 4 weeks afterwards. We always planned this. DH 2 weeks and mum for 2 weeks.
I will let you know how I get on tomorrow.
Skatty, you sound so much like me. I also am not worried about the pain far from it, it is the unknown and the loss of control I hear about all the time. I also understand that it is normal for all 1st time mothers to be worried but when it is something that actually makes you ill then that is a different story. It is very hard for outsiders to understand if they have not suffered with panic/anxiety attacks.
I do have a cousin & a friend who have had electice caesarians who I have chewed their ears off getting all the details.
Im lucky that I will have my DH & mum with me for 4 weeks afterwards. We always planned this. DH 2 weeks and mum for 2 weeks.
I will let you know how I get on tomorrow.
