Bricking it!

[ema-lou24]

Ok so I feel unbelievably lucky to be in this section, never thought it would happen after all the infertility crap.
But I have just realised I will be moving into tri2 soon and OMG I can't believe it.
Have my scan on Monday morning and instead of looking forward to it, I'm bricking it.
I'm scared they tell me something is wrong.
I'm worried there's no heartbeat.
I know deep down if this happened it would kill me and my OH.
I just feel everything is just too good to be true.
To manage to fall pregnant naturally without clomid, and then get to 12weeks and have no spotting, etc.

I think once the scan is done, then I will enjoy and relax a bit more. The doctor asked if I wanted to go for an early scan due to my past problems, but I am that scared I told him I would just wait, I don't want this bubble taken away from us

 

[positivity :)]

ah hunny, i would imagine the odds are very much in your favour if you have got to 12 weeks problem free. i'm sure it will be fine, let us know how you get on xx

 

[ema-lou24]

That's what I keep thinking, surely everything must be fine since I've had no pains and no spotting etc. But then all these bad thoughts pop in. One of my friends went for her scan and no heartbeat, then had to go for a D and C. . X

 

[Young Mum 21 x]

im sure it will all go fine.
i defo know where your coming from tho!!
good luck xx

 

[ForestLas80]

Worry is natural especially since you and your OH want it so much.......keep postitive and happy......its never easy doing that but those bad thoughts are probs not helping you relax at all so try and stop them from taking over your thoughts (easier said than done but it'll make monday seem less daunting). Good luck and have faith that all has been good so far.....xxx

 

[TiffanyJaynexo]

I'm terrified too hun. I doubt any pregnant woman is not scared about things going wrong.
But you have to remember that babies are born you know? Not all pregnancies end up badly.

It seems on this forum there's usually a lot of bad news and scares than there is good news, Which is even more terrifying. But there's also a lot of good news and lot's of cute babies on here.

I feel very lucky also, It's hard to believe I'm finally pregnant.
Good luck for the scan and chin up xxx

 

[ema-lou24]

my OH had a bad dream about it last night, its really playing on our minds. I want monday to come so i can know for sure everything is ok.
Just get the feeling today is gonna drag and come bed time, i wont sleep very good x

 

[rachyryan]

Good luck tomorrow, I have my scan too tomorrow and i am worrying too even though i have been scanned already and saw baby's heartbeat. I will be thinking about you. Try and get out the house today and do something to take your mind off things even just for a wee while x

 

[Sarah13]

Good luck, I'm sure everything will be fine. I felt sick with worry too before mine as well, it's hard not to think about the bad things but like the others have said lots pregnancies are successful and lots of babies born. Let us all know how it goes tomorrow x

 

[Piglet10]

awww huni!! its sooo sweet, its natural to feel this way and the rollercoaster of emotions is all part of the fun!! enjoy ur scan tomorrow chick!! and let us all know bout bean asap!! xxx

 

[OzGirlNat]

I'm terrified too hun. Have my first scan this afternoon. Sending you lots of love, luck and positive vibes. Can't wait to see pics of your healthy little bean posted on here later when you update us all to tell us it all went brilliantly.

 

[Piglet10]

good luck today my dear!!!!!!! just realised u and mrsmc having ur early scans todya! will be thinking of u both! xx

 

[Yodabo]

Hope today went well Hun xx

 

[Laura_C]

Hope all went well Ema xxxx

 

[ema-lou24]

Hi ladies
All went well
As soon as the lady started the scan my Blob was found instantly and i just lay there in amazement!
2months of worrying and within 30 seconds there he/she was

Very active too lol. Kicked itself in the face, waved at us then turned its back on us......like its dad already lol.

Its put my mind at ease for now, but no doubt i will still have all the doubts due to past experiences etc.

After the scan i got treated to a full scottish breakfast then shopping for my LO's birthday, so was a good day.

Thank you all for listening.

I will try and upload a pic of our little miracle xx

 

[OzGirlNat]

Fantastic news. So happy for you hun!! Congratulations xx