ive eaten SOOO much stuff the last few days that i havn't been able to eat for months, that i feel bloated all the time 
can someone please come and take the chocolate cheese cake out of my fridge before i finish it all!!
I still feel so sore from wed. I thought i was getting better, but i changed alices bum on the floor earlier, and its left me in agony. I feel like someone has jabbed sharp things in my insides, and my stiches are really sore again
i keep overdoing it, but i can't help it!
i really hate the fact i can't look after alice as well as i could. she loves to lay across my belly and fall asleep, but i can't let her cause it hurts to much. she just keeps looking at me, whilst adam is getting her off to sleep, like "why arn't you cuddling me mummy?". i know in a week or so i will be loads better, but i just feel like poop now just want to be able to cuddle my baby girl and be a mummy again. i feel like a blob at the moment.
sorry for the moan, just needed to get it all off my chest.
can someone please come and take the chocolate cheese cake out of my fridge before i finish it all!!I still feel so sore from wed. I thought i was getting better, but i changed alices bum on the floor earlier, and its left me in agony. I feel like someone has jabbed sharp things in my insides, and my stiches are really sore again
i keep overdoing it, but i can't help it! i really hate the fact i can't look after alice as well as i could. she loves to lay across my belly and fall asleep, but i can't let her cause it hurts to much. she just keeps looking at me, whilst adam is getting her off to sleep, like "why arn't you cuddling me mummy?". i know in a week or so i will be loads better, but i just feel like poop now
just want to be able to cuddle my baby girl and be a mummy again. i feel like a blob at the moment. sorry for the moan, just needed to get it all off my chest.
