oooohh...i have had a bit of a panic on, i know this is my fourth but i am starting to panic now its getting really close..oooohh i just keep thinking can i do it again? its been a few years since i had a baby and i am no spring chicken! i keep thinking about the pain and worrying is it just me or is anyone else having a bit of a panic? is it normal to be feeling like this do you think? i cant remember much about the feelings i am supposed to have, my mind has gone blank surely i havent forgot how to do it? this sounds stupid doesnt it but its just how i am feeling.