Thanks ToriElla and Lainey.
Good for you, Lainey - keep up the 'single and pregnant' good work! I feel a bit tearful again tonight. I sent my ex-husband a text to let him know I was pg before the kids till him next time they see him. I think that's what's upsetting me. I had a cry about it the other night too. I left him, but compared to my current partner, he was an angel! I loved him (my husband) so much at one time, I thought we'd be together forever and I could talk to him about anything (he's one of life's great listeners and is rarely judgemental or jealous or anything and was always very supportive of me). I really miss him!
Oh, there I go again
Of course, we had grown apart for other reasons, but I still miss his good qualities, even more now that I can barely stand to be in the same room as my current partner. Oh, everything just seems such a mess
I realise that my getting pregnant to someone else made everything "final" between me and my ex-husband (we've split up for almost 4 years and never really spoke about it). Why am I so upset about this?
It was all so different when I was pregnant first time around. I was married and so much in love with my husband. I felt so safe and secure. This time, I don't even much like my current partner any more and I feel really worried and insecure
Sorry, I'm glad to hear you're doing great, Lainey. It cheers me up to hear about you (and size 18 instead of a size 10 indeed - who are you kidding?).
xxx