Well, I was right!
All I needed was a good sleep! I do feel stronger today. I know that our baby who is being cared for by amazing consultants in John Radcliffe at the moment are going to take care of her until it's time for her to go to Great Ormond Street for her open heart surgery!
I have every faith and confidence in these magical people- honestly I do!
My fiancé has been incredible too, and explained that he is happy she is having surgery so early on, rather than having to wait until she's older! She won't be aware of any of it, and more importantly, she will be dice before she is a really active little sausage!
Everyone is so brilliant and I feel absolutely blessed by the support I am getting from every direction! Thank you to all of you for being here for me when things seem a bit bleak!
I can't work it out now, but I know that there is a reason I have been given this 'special' little girl. I know that she is going to have an amazing life, because I know that my family are such amazing people. Her big sister will be wonderful with her. My parents and aunts and uncles and cousins will take cre of all of us, and her Daddy is such a strong character, no-one will ever be able to hurt any of his family!!! She is a lucky girl to be born into such support, and we are so lucky to have her in our lives teaching us things that we would have never have understood without her!
I hope you all have a good day!
xxxx