xMillie
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I hate this so much.
I'm so upset today, this cycle just feels like yet another waste of time.
I've had 6 pos opks, since cd10, so no idea what the crap my body is doing.
I scared to do one today and find a 7th positive.
I can't take dtd anymore, was going to dtd last night *just in case* but thought it's not actually going to matter anyway so didn't bother.
I don't know how to keep going with this?
One minute I feel strong the next I'm a mess which is a bit ridiculous since it's been over 3months since the mc now and there's no point holding on to something that was barely there
Ttc for 4years and 8months is bad enough without the mc..
I'm at the point where I hate sex, I hate my body for letting me down again and what is honestly the point in this anymore?
Feels like it's never going to happen and if it does I'm going to constantly be worried about losing again
I'm so upset today, this cycle just feels like yet another waste of time.
I've had 6 pos opks, since cd10, so no idea what the crap my body is doing.
I scared to do one today and find a 7th positive.
I can't take dtd anymore, was going to dtd last night *just in case* but thought it's not actually going to matter anyway so didn't bother.
I don't know how to keep going with this?
One minute I feel strong the next I'm a mess which is a bit ridiculous since it's been over 3months since the mc now and there's no point holding on to something that was barely there
Ttc for 4years and 8months is bad enough without the mc..
I'm at the point where I hate sex, I hate my body for letting me down again and what is honestly the point in this anymore?
Feels like it's never going to happen and if it does I'm going to constantly be worried about losing again
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