I am soooooooooo FED UP! Maheen has been unwell for the last 2 months, and me for the last month, don't think I can take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
started on 25th dec, when Maheen had a nasty fall on her head, vomited, refused eating, lost weight, when it just got better she started coughing, runny nose, got her checked and antibiotics for a week, bronchiolitus. 40 degrees temperature, vomiting again all night, lots of crying, etc.. as it did not get better with the antibiotics, went back to GP, actually she had a ear infection, so another course of antibiotics. did not clear up completely but no more antibiotics, just calpol (makes her ) and nurofen. then, she got my flu, and coughing getting worse rather than better, and last saturday, she fell again off the trunk/bench which is in her room...vomiting since on and off,went to emmergency and GPbut both think she is ok...still doesn't eat properly and cries all the time, and top up the whole thing, she refuses to sleep during the day, and screams as soon as i try to put her in her cot and 3 teeth came through in a month!!!!!!!!1
poor baby!!!!!
now, for me, well, i got so scared when she first fell that i got a nasty upset stomach which ended up in a real bug, fiever and for a week, and then, my backpain kicked in again, so coul not move much nor sleep, then i got a flu again, temperature and huge cough and runny nose and burn on my lips...for some reasons...and this has been going on for 3 weeks now, and GP just says it will be fine, your body needs to fight it!
Well, how do you fight a laryngitis? That's what it has turned into!
I ony work 2 days a week, and even that is too much, I am a teacher and talking was difficult and has just become impossible!!! let alone Parents evening tomorrow night!
I had physio yesterday and when I came out of the bus, Maheen on herself, it was great!!!!!!!!!! fortunately found the baby changing room not too far but it took me an hour to clean everything and I had to buy new coat for maheen to go home!!!!
Had the worse night ever, haven't slept much and maheen (who usually sleep till 7:30) woke up screaming at 60!!!!!
and has only slept in my arms for 30 minutes! woke up when I tried to put her in her cot!!!!!!!!!!!!
called surgery and asked if someone could come over (i don't drive and haven't got any strength left, and I was told that home visits were not meant for people like me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't believe medical staff just doesn't see it's NOT NORMAL to be ill for a month let alone for me, but specially for a baby!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry for the VERy very long rant...over now...time to feed maheen...let's see how long it takes for her to vomit it all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am really really fed up! I coud just cry!
Mel xx