7 years on .... still hurts

[tots hope]

7 years ago when i was 17 i got pregnant and i didn't realise until i had miscarried. Doctors thought i would have been about 15 weeks into the pregnancy. I have never told my parents about this as i knew it would distroy them so i have lived with this with only my brother in my family knowing. He experienced the same loss a year before.

Well since that day i have been very close to a guy i was seeing at the time (not his baby) and he has been what i can only describe as my rock. When i started seeing my DH i told him about it but he never seems to understand why i am so down about it when it reaches that time of year (April 23rd)

Well i have just had a message off my friend (bfriend at time of miscarrage) telling me he is thinking about me and if i want to call him to feel free or if i need to get away then he will always be there for me. He has been so good to me, he paid for a councellor at the time and covered for me when i was in hospital and took me to appointments i needed and anywhere else i needed to go and did anything i needed.

I care for him so much and it shows that there are still some decent people in the world.

I am so truely thankful to him for all he has done and i am so glad he is still in my life

Loosing an angle still hurts but i am glad i still have my friend - my rock. Think im going to go an have a little cry now.

Thanks for listening girls its nice to be able to tell people about it without having to talk x

 

[jenna]

aww hun Its so nice that you've found some one like that. So sorry for your loss.

 

[happy-chick]

Sorry for your loss hun, its so nice that you have someone to share your pain with and support you.

Thinking of you hun xxx

 

[MissGobby]

im sorry for your loss babes!! its wonderful you have had such a friend with you through it all, he sounds very special darlin!

take care

 

[mummykay]

 

[tracey 2]

ah hun good you have someone great to speak to