I feel the same, completely. It's such an all consuming desperate feeling. My whole month every bloody month is spent feeling exasperated then my hopes raise thinking this could be the month, try something different, keep going. Just to have my hopes dashed and I start the whole process again! It's so unfair how difficult it is for the people who desperately want a child with everything to give but those who take it for granted and couldn't care less manage to spit them out. It's made me a very bitter person, something I've never been! I'm so glad I have everyone on here to keep me going, all to often I feel like I'm completely on my own xxx