When will I Bloom!!

[MrsK]

I have always heard that during pregnancy that you are supposed to Bloom - this I am definitley not. I had morning sickness, thrush, heartburn, uti's, every illness that comes along with pregnancy especially the tiredness. People I talk to that are also pregnant seem very upbeat and happy but I just feel down somedays yes I am excited and cant wait but mostly I feel drained and just want to lie about. I am still working for another 3 weeks (part-time) so hopefully after this I will be more relaxed and looking forward. The thought of the labour/birth really terrifes me silly things like what if it happens through the night my hubbie works nightshift, will I get to the hospital in time, will I know what the contractions are, this sounds so stupid as I have been through it before but that was 9 years ago and I cant remember. So I am waiting to bloom feel like I just cant wait to I have the ba and back home again. Sorri for the rant one of them days I guess xx

 

[flexilexi394]

I'm totally with you my friend! Have not yet felt like blooming or beautiful or glowing!! I feel emotional most days and hate being tired, and the morning sickness was no joke an all that jazz! So not feeling the love for pregnancy at all, quite looking forward to having the baby to be honest! X

 

[MrsK]

Yes thats just how I feel in general - a sorry mess at the minute!! I have promised myself when this is over I am going to be a new women a new wardrobe, hair cut and totally calmer person in general!! I havent had my hair done since June, I havent hardly been out anywhere except Tescos, havent bought clothes in months I just cant be bothered!