MissMcleodx
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I have a 3 year old daughter already which I'm very grateful for, she makes all this pain and grief worth while. She's amazing.
I had a miscarriage back in September 2010 with my child's dad. After that mc we went our seperate ways, ultimately I think the mc was the last straw and we ended the relationship. I now have a partner of 3 years and we've just recently got engaged. But since being together we struggled to get pregnant and was trying for over 2 years. We even had checks to make sure their wasn't anything wrong with us fertilty wise. We finally found out I was pregnant around two weeks ago which would of been his first child, and now I'm having my second miscarriage. I'm starting to lose hope tbh and I'm not sure if I want to get pregnant again as I'll be too frightened of this happening to me again and I'm starting to think that theirs something wrong with me and prob won't be able to have anymore children (which would devastate my partner). It's harder when all your friends are going on to have happy healthy babies and then there's me. I do feel a massive failure And I feel like I've let my partner down big time. I'm not coping very well and haven't been able to go out & face the world, feels like such a big task, and got no motivation at all. Although the pain is terrible at the moment, so I'm not feeling myself at all, I hope I feel abit better & abit more optimistic after this has passed.
I had a miscarriage back in September 2010 with my child's dad. After that mc we went our seperate ways, ultimately I think the mc was the last straw and we ended the relationship. I now have a partner of 3 years and we've just recently got engaged. But since being together we struggled to get pregnant and was trying for over 2 years. We even had checks to make sure their wasn't anything wrong with us fertilty wise. We finally found out I was pregnant around two weeks ago which would of been his first child, and now I'm having my second miscarriage. I'm starting to lose hope tbh and I'm not sure if I want to get pregnant again as I'll be too frightened of this happening to me again and I'm starting to think that theirs something wrong with me and prob won't be able to have anymore children (which would devastate my partner). It's harder when all your friends are going on to have happy healthy babies and then there's me. I do feel a massive failure And I feel like I've let my partner down big time. I'm not coping very well and haven't been able to go out & face the world, feels like such a big task, and got no motivation at all. Although the pain is terrible at the moment, so I'm not feeling myself at all, I hope I feel abit better & abit more optimistic after this has passed.