I have had really emotional weekend and not sure if my hormones or what but feel really depressed. I know this will all seem petty to some people, but think that I might be going crazy as do not normally get this upset over trivial things. Also really need to rant to get this all outta my system.
Basically, me and DH had said that we would get a few bits for baby after 20 week scan. That has come and gone, so we set this weekend as weekend to just get a few bits. I know its early, but am really excited and just wanted to get one outfit or something.
Also, I keep having nightmares where I give birth and then have nothing to dress baby in, no nappies, nothing. And hospital say that because I am so unprepared I cant take baby home! Wake up all upset and worried. Is this pos another sign of my madness??
Anyway, Saturday morning woke up and was told my DH that he wanted to work on car and we would go Sunday instead. Was a bit dissapointed but didnt say anything. Spoke to my mum who said she would like to come too which I was really pleased about.
Then, last night, DH says he doesnt see point in getting anything this early and also that he doesnt want to get pushchair until after baby born. I got really upset because I want things prepared for baby. Also we had agreed on wallpaper for nursery, but DH says is pointless Thing is, I was so upset and felt really angry and like DH doesnt understand anything about me or baby. I have previously tried to discuss things with him and show him baby stuff but he doesnt seem interested. He is great at looking after me and really has been supportive, but when it comes to baby stuff he just doesnt seem to care.
To make matters worse, mum then called this morning to say she is steaming her carpets (?) so is too busy to come anyway. I just feel so isolated and like I have noone to talk to about baby stuff. I really wanted to just get a couple of bits as have been waiting til 20wks to get anything and was so excited.
Am I over-reacting by being so upset about all this - when I was upset I felt totally outta control, just felt really dark and couldnt stop crying. Feel like I am the only one who is excited about having this baby. I imagined me and OH browsing shops excitedly and being all prepared when baby came, instead is all arguments and crying. Whenever I get upset, DH just says is my hormones, which makes me worse, but he is probably right.
Basically, me and DH had said that we would get a few bits for baby after 20 week scan. That has come and gone, so we set this weekend as weekend to just get a few bits. I know its early, but am really excited and just wanted to get one outfit or something.
Also, I keep having nightmares where I give birth and then have nothing to dress baby in, no nappies, nothing. And hospital say that because I am so unprepared I cant take baby home! Wake up all upset and worried. Is this pos another sign of my madness??
Anyway, Saturday morning woke up and was told my DH that he wanted to work on car and we would go Sunday instead. Was a bit dissapointed but didnt say anything. Spoke to my mum who said she would like to come too which I was really pleased about.
Then, last night, DH says he doesnt see point in getting anything this early and also that he doesnt want to get pushchair until after baby born. I got really upset because I want things prepared for baby. Also we had agreed on wallpaper for nursery, but DH says is pointless Thing is, I was so upset and felt really angry and like DH doesnt understand anything about me or baby. I have previously tried to discuss things with him and show him baby stuff but he doesnt seem interested. He is great at looking after me and really has been supportive, but when it comes to baby stuff he just doesnt seem to care.
To make matters worse, mum then called this morning to say she is steaming her carpets (?) so is too busy to come anyway. I just feel so isolated and like I have noone to talk to about baby stuff. I really wanted to just get a couple of bits as have been waiting til 20wks to get anything and was so excited.
Am I over-reacting by being so upset about all this - when I was upset I felt totally outta control, just felt really dark and couldnt stop crying. Feel like I am the only one who is excited about having this baby. I imagined me and OH browsing shops excitedly and being all prepared when baby came, instead is all arguments and crying. Whenever I get upset, DH just says is my hormones, which makes me worse, but he is probably right.