im glad i dont have long to wait this time and im also glad i dont have so far to travel but its going to be hard again being in a waiting area with people who dont want their babies when i really really do want mine but it cant be. its at 1400 i prob wont go onto the forum until a few days and have advised work ill come in and speak with my manager on monday to discuss my return to work program. feeling pretty rubbish right now and crying lots but other times im just sat staring into space iv just compared my scan pictures from this time and last time to healthy 12 week scans from google and its definatly as they say i know this is the best option for me but i feel really really sad at the moment and am finding it very difficult to put on a brave face about it. no real purpose to this thread except to share my feelings thanks xx