LuW
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GOING CRAZY!!!!
starting a new bloody job on monday and I've a patch of stupid spotty acne on one side of my jawline, My skins dried RIGHT out in other areas as well, I've lost a smigde of weight (usual for me, then I bloat like a pig the day I come on=[) my hips are achy and clicky and I can feel like not moving with my back how they should and I've sat crying for the past hour and I've been so mad at everything and all that set me off was a woman I really can't be arsed with atm asking how I was doing because I knew it wasn't her asking as a friend it was her asking as a 'professional' person.
Crying again now at steps because I just wanna be that little girl at all the discos dancing to them like I used to and not having to deal with 'big girl' things. Just want AF here then it can be all over with and I'm not a swearing, screaming mess when L's home.
Hate being female. Rant over ladies xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
starting a new bloody job on monday and I've a patch of stupid spotty acne on one side of my jawline, My skins dried RIGHT out in other areas as well, I've lost a smigde of weight (usual for me, then I bloat like a pig the day I come on=[) my hips are achy and clicky and I can feel like not moving with my back how they should and I've sat crying for the past hour and I've been so mad at everything and all that set me off was a woman I really can't be arsed with atm asking how I was doing because I knew it wasn't her asking as a friend it was her asking as a 'professional' person.
Crying again now at steps because I just wanna be that little girl at all the discos dancing to them like I used to and not having to deal with 'big girl' things. Just want AF here then it can be all over with and I'm not a swearing, screaming mess when L's home.
Hate being female. Rant over ladies xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
