When i had finally got used to the idea of having this suprise baby, i had all sorts of ideas for my labour, such as hypno-birthing, writing a good birth plan, wanting to have as little intervention as possible and birth on a low dep suite at the hospital where i could move about and try to get the best out of the whole experience.
Then i had my 20 week scan and was told about the placenta Praevia. I was basically told that they were sorry but i would have to sit tight until 36 weeks when they will scame again and see if it had moved...although the sonographer had told me she felt that was very unlikely due to the position of the placenta.
I was told to bring my hospital bag with me to te scan as if it's still covering the os i will be admitted there and then and a c section will be booked.
So i have about 10 weeks until that scan and i just wish i knew what to expect. I feel like i can't make any plans because i just don't know what will happen, i dare say i could end up stuck in hospital for 2 weeks waiting for the c section and then a few days to recover - missing my boys and own home yet on the other hand i could be fine and have a natural delivery (which i am now scared about incase i bleed alot).
I feel in limbo and it's making me a bit frustrated.
I haven't seen my midwife since 16 weeks and she may well be unaware of the situation and the bleed i had, i don't have another appointment with her until i am 31 weeks cause she can't count (should of been 28 weeks), baby is very active so i am not worried but i feel very neglected by the whole system.
Then i had my 20 week scan and was told about the placenta Praevia. I was basically told that they were sorry but i would have to sit tight until 36 weeks when they will scame again and see if it had moved...although the sonographer had told me she felt that was very unlikely due to the position of the placenta.
I was told to bring my hospital bag with me to te scan as if it's still covering the os i will be admitted there and then and a c section will be booked.
So i have about 10 weeks until that scan and i just wish i knew what to expect. I feel like i can't make any plans because i just don't know what will happen, i dare say i could end up stuck in hospital for 2 weeks waiting for the c section and then a few days to recover - missing my boys and own home yet on the other hand i could be fine and have a natural delivery (which i am now scared about incase i bleed alot).
I feel in limbo and it's making me a bit frustrated.
I haven't seen my midwife since 16 weeks and she may well be unaware of the situation and the bleed i had, i don't have another appointment with her until i am 31 weeks cause she can't count (should of been 28 weeks), baby is very active so i am not worried but i feel very neglected by the whole system.