Wow, you're such a great person for helping your friend. it must of taken a lot of energy and deffinatley a big eye opener to ge that hands on experience!!... Hopefully she's better now. As for you not being scared, it' a good thing, and you sound so in control, and focused. it's really nice to hear someone being so calm about it, (although i don't know about the no medication part!- might be hard that one!!) haha.. It is a scary thought once you've already lost your hear and love to something to think it might be gone...
I really hope i do my best to take care and help my little seedling grow into a big fat baby!! Lol...
I have started feeling sick, but don't crave anything, which is annoying because i feel hungry but can't face the idea of anything, & i know i should eat something, but my stomach turns thinking about it!