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Blossom

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I did so well. I gave up smoking the day i found i was pregnant and managed to keep it up for 6 months after the birth.

Little one is now 7 months and for the last few weeks I've been having the odd sneaky one with a glass of wine before bedtime. Three or four times a week I'm having a few cigarettes and I feel dreadful. I have the outside and I would never ever smoke in front of Amelie, but I can't seem to help myself. It's like a big relief that i made it this far and I've had a bit of stress moving house in the last month, going back to work (where everyone smokes) etc.

The thing is I'm breastfeeding. She doesn;t feed at night, only the next morning.

I know full well I should stop, but I feel like I've been a saint for the last 18 months and not touched alcolhol, cigs or anything.

I know it's not good but I can;t seem to stop myself. Has anyone else done the stupid thing of starting again?
 

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