awwww hun. i know how u feel, my son was seen by two peads before we were disharged from post natal ward. but after a few hours at home i knew he wasnt right so we rushed him bk 2 hospital where he was taken to SCBU with jaundice/dehydrationso god knows why hewas discharged!!!). we to had to leave him but spend all the time i could with him..its so hard to walk away from them as all u want to do is have them at home. he will be back with u soon hun, stay strong for him...xxxxx