Does it exist? I'm finding this a bit hard to admitt but I just feel incredibly low and depressed at the moment. I'm not by nature a depressive person, in fact I am generally one of those annoying forever happy optimistic people. Just over the last feel days I feel like i've been sinking a bit. I know having a baby is joyous and wonderful and especially great for my hubby and I as we had problems conceiving and there was always a possibility we wouldn't be able to naturally (because of my endometriosis), so getting pregnant was a real victory for us. Over the last few days I just feel low, energyless, lethargic, and generally uninterested. I was obsessed before with getting the nursery done and washing ickle clothes and packing my hospital bag etc but now I feel like I don't really care. I've also lost my apetite a lot and am not really interested in food so much. I don't really want to go out or see people either. My hubby has sensed something isn't right as i'm normally so cheery, he's being great and has just msn'd me to say he's cancelled his boxing class tonight and his normal thurs night poker session. I am so excited about meeting bubs but I am not sure I can cope with another month of feeling so pants and i'm also scared I might end up with postnatal depression. I feel like I sound like a right nutter ! Sorry for the moan.