Despite the fact that i am soooo tired and having been for a wander round the shops this morning my groin is killing me i suddenly feel very positive and happy!
I know that the majority of my post here have been negative moaning about how i feel or my problems with my MIL and i was thinking how that is all dragging me down.
I have had a lovely morning buying a few bits for the baby and i am hoping that i can find the strength to get through the rest of my pregnancy and actually enjoy it!
My only wish would be that i could find out what is happening with my placenta so that i know if i am going to have a normal delivery or a c section. The worst thing is that i will know nothing until my 36 week scan and they have said that if its still in the way then i will be admitted there and then and i will feel like i won't have chance to breathe!
My hubby asked me last night if i had a birth plan and i said that i didn't see the point as i didn't know what was going to happen yet. This pregnancy has been difficult from the start and now i am really feeling that i want it all over with and my baby out, but i am trying to concentrate on getting everything ready for bringing him home and finding the time to relax and rest up before it all the hard work starts!
Ooh sorry this has turned into a proper long ramble on!
I know that the majority of my post here have been negative moaning about how i feel or my problems with my MIL and i was thinking how that is all dragging me down.
I have had a lovely morning buying a few bits for the baby and i am hoping that i can find the strength to get through the rest of my pregnancy and actually enjoy it!
My only wish would be that i could find out what is happening with my placenta so that i know if i am going to have a normal delivery or a c section. The worst thing is that i will know nothing until my 36 week scan and they have said that if its still in the way then i will be admitted there and then and i will feel like i won't have chance to breathe!
My hubby asked me last night if i had a birth plan and i said that i didn't see the point as i didn't know what was going to happen yet. This pregnancy has been difficult from the start and now i am really feeling that i want it all over with and my baby out, but i am trying to concentrate on getting everything ready for bringing him home and finding the time to relax and rest up before it all the hard work starts!
Ooh sorry this has turned into a proper long ramble on!