i was playing the cool card... feeling fine and just going with the flow... but now i've just shat myself...
i'm getting hundreds of text messages and calls from family and friends wishing me luck... and it's now just hit home... oh my god!!! i'm about to go to hospital to face the worst pain of my life... i know i'm going to finally meet my LO and i'm still excited about that... but i'm scared too...
i've never fed, winded, washed, changed, held for more than 5 mins - a new baby...


i've never fed, winded, washed, changed, held for more than 5 mins - a new baby...
