Oh god - memories

[Lozzaste]

I thought I was ok!!!!
My ill one emptied a whole bottle of milk down the sofa...
Hubby took the cover off - behind it was the huge blood loss of my last miscarriage
Hubby had tried to hide it from me. It's all I have left of that baby, I feel weird about it!
I didn't know it was there!!!
I feel really weird xx

 

[jojo3972]

Bless ya massive hugs xxxx

 

[timtam78]

Oh hun, thats awful. Nice of your oh to try hide it to not upset you though.
Big hugs

 

[Lozzaste]

It was a shock. I felt sick when I saw it. The blood loss was enormous as I was 11.5 weeks but I was in such a daze so i forgot how bad it actually had been. Hubby, bless him, cleaned it all. I am pretty much ok about it as it does get easier as time passes but seeing that was like a huge punch in the face.

 

[timtam78]

Oh hun, mine last was 11 wks when i lost it but had the operation, i am so sorry you had to go through it naturally, that must have been an awful experience to go through at home. So sorry the memory has been triggered. Try give yourself lots to do today to take your mind off it, easy to say i know. xxxxx

 

[Lozzaste]

Thanks TimTam, I hope you're ok??

I will be fine, I have a 16 month old who is hilarious so she keeps me busy! Xx