I have woken in a foul mood this morning and have not yet spoken to Mr Ally as its obviously all his fault. Feeling really pissed off with him for a million and one reasons and i think they have just all come together this morning and i am ready to explode!!
He has been a crap support during this pregnancy, he seems to think my SPD is all in my imagination and im making a fuss about nothing. We stood talking to his parents the other day for about half an hour and i came over all faint and shakey so i asked him if we could sit down and he totally ignored me until i grabbed hold of his arm as my legs buckled. I asked him to come to my scan yesterday and he just said "Why would i want to see THAT"
Last night he sat drinking until he got totally off his face even though i have said to him that he may need to take me into hospital at any time from now on.
Dont get me wrong, he is going to be a fab dad when the baby is born, i know this cos he was the same last time i was pregnant yet is an amazing dad to our daughter. I just feel like i have gone through this totally on my own with no support or excitement from home which is starting to drag me down a little. I know i should be grateful as he has got me a fantastic new house and is doing up our old one single handed and not once moaned that i am sat on my arse all day, he is so busy i doubt he has even noticed ive not spoken to him today.
Not sure if i feel better for ranting on here but i needed to say something and if i open my mouth i may regret it at the mo!
He has been a crap support during this pregnancy, he seems to think my SPD is all in my imagination and im making a fuss about nothing. We stood talking to his parents the other day for about half an hour and i came over all faint and shakey so i asked him if we could sit down and he totally ignored me until i grabbed hold of his arm as my legs buckled. I asked him to come to my scan yesterday and he just said "Why would i want to see THAT"
Last night he sat drinking until he got totally off his face even though i have said to him that he may need to take me into hospital at any time from now on.
Dont get me wrong, he is going to be a fab dad when the baby is born, i know this cos he was the same last time i was pregnant yet is an amazing dad to our daughter. I just feel like i have gone through this totally on my own with no support or excitement from home which is starting to drag me down a little. I know i should be grateful as he has got me a fantastic new house and is doing up our old one single handed and not once moaned that i am sat on my arse all day, he is so busy i doubt he has even noticed ive not spoken to him today.
Not sure if i feel better for ranting on here but i needed to say something and if i open my mouth i may regret it at the mo!
