My News.. :'(

[Tigeress]

Hey girls, thanks for all your wonderful support, im still in complete shock. Things have just gone from bad to worse since i posted this, me and oh split up, trying to find somewhere to live, been in and out of A&E. I guess it wasnt meant to be, i think that all thats happening to me is a sign. A sign that maybe sometthing bigger and better is on the way, i mean... it has to be right after the last week ive had? I always thought in my head that i was a stronge independant woman, but at this moment in time, ive lost the will to keep fighting, i wanna find a pillow and a duvet, wrap myself up and never get up again. Although unrealistic it is, its what i wish to do. Ive decided that ill find somewhere to live and finally do my voluntry work in Africa with the Lions. Probably a little far out there, but ive always wanted to do it since i was little, ive got to find something to look forward to and ive put my mind to it and gonna make plans. I went through a spiral of hell after the first mc and i lost my mind a little bit, once i did get back on track, i got a job and accomplished my nvq2 in healthcare. So i know im able to do anything i wish, its just at this moment, ive lost my energy and motivation. Im only 24 though so i know itll come back!

I will certainly try and pop on every now and then and see how your all doing! Im sure everything will be ok for you all and im sending big hugs to everyone..

I know my 2 babies will be with me where ever i go and whatever continent im on! xxx

 

[H16]

So sorry to hear you are having such a tough time hun, we are all here if you ever want a chat and a friendly ear. I think planning something to look forward to is a brilliant idea hun, it is good to find positive things to focus on after everything you are going through. Sending you massive hugs xxx

 

[ams25]

Oh hun I'm so sorry your having such a tough time, so unfair after everything you have already been though, the voluntary work sounds amazing though and maybe good to have something so positive to focus on. Thinking of you hun and you know where we all are if you need a shoulder xxx

 

[Rachaellius]

I'm so sorry sweetheart. I truly hope you can find some strength. Sending you a great big virtual hug xx

 

[hopeful1976]

Honey I am so very sorry to hear about our loss and about the hardships life has thrown at you at the worst time possible..Your beautiful words to your angel babies made me cry.. you will make a wonderful mummy one day soon...how sad this had to colide with the split from your partner..shame on him for not displaying more strength and support and for being so weak at such a difficult time..but you know what, in a way bad things always hapen all at once, and then there will be a bright passage in your life when all things will get better..i like your new plan, it sounds good, make it happen girl, and please if you need to talk, feel free to pm me..we are here fo you..xxxxxxx

 

[Tigeress]

Thanks everyone, things have gone up a little bit in couple of days, just feel like ive been knocked sideways to be honest.
Still got pain and bleeding, feels like im gonna have this for rest of my life at the min, council have took eviction away which was wonderful of them simply because they know whats happened. But ive been offered to live with my friend, away from my ex and a start. Even my tenacy lady said to me ''Wow, i know him.. Sharn you can do better,'' So we had a giggle together and i thanked her for removing the eviction order. She was upset about the mc cos she knws of my previous one. So got a descision, fresh start or try and make flat work?

 

[H16]

Oh hun I would go for the fresh start, live with your friend, you will have a great giggle together and you will be away from painful memories of your ex. You need a bit of fun in your life at the moment hun, you have been through so much heartache xx

 

[JJ Mum]

Tigress, i would also go for the fresh start I think, abd work on making your lion work dream a reality, your life has taken an unexpected different path, use this awful situation to start again and follow your heart hun, it will never be far wrong xx

Big hugs from me, do let us know how you get on xxx