I really wrestled with the guilt thing, felt terrible that I couldn't hold on to my hubby's baby. He's been desperate to have his own child. Me, I think I could live quite happily adopting, but not him.
He wasn't ready to do the counselling thing for a while, I did mine about a month after the last loss, it took him about 3 months to come round after that, and I was pg again. I think he was struggling with the stress of tri1 which tipped him into it thank god.
The thing I have been told by so many people is that if you can bear the losses, most ladies with RMC do get their rainbow baby. You just need to keep strong enough to keep trying. Use whatever means this takes and don't give up.