Millies New Journal

[millielaura]

Just setting up my new journal I'm going to be using! Hopefully this one will bring some good luck compared to my old one!

I have an appointment on Tuesday where I was supposed to be telling the nhs consultant about the preg but now got to adjust to the idea of the op taking place early next year instead. xxxxx

 

[Unicorn]

I'm so sorry sweety, your strength is inspirational but you make sure you take the time to look after yourself xx

 

[millielaura]

I will do. So cruel my bump really popped this morning and still here tonight
Feel so empty atm xx

 

[Tina18]

Mille I am so so sorry to read this, I am so upset for you ️xxx you are such a strong women and have been through so much, look after yourself, everyone is here for you xxxx

 

[fairyprincess]

Sorry, what an awful thing to happen. Hope your new journal brings you a rainbow baby soon x

 

[phonixgirl]

I really hope the new one brings you luck. Always here if you need someone. Still can't quite believe it myself. I am soo, sooo sorry sweetheart xxxxx

 

[millielaura]

I hope my new journal brings luck too! Glad I have the consultant appointment on tuesday! Xx

 

[Lepus14]

Hoping this new journal brings you your rainbow baby, keep your chin up Millie, you're one of the strongest people I know xx

 

[fairyprincess]

Good luck for Tuesday's appointment x

 

[millielaura]

Thank you both

I hope Tuesdays appointment goes well too. Really want to start investigating into some answers for all of this! Xx

 

[MelC2011]

You're such a brave lady Millie .... keep strong lovely.

Really hope Tuesday goes ok, and you finally receive the answers that you deserve xx

 

[millielaura]

Thank you, we can discuss looking into them at least. I'm going to ask about baby aspirin and/or metformin as heard those things can help recurrent m/cs. Will see what she says. Feeling so down but trying to keep busy. Eaten a tonne of rubbish food today! Must break out the cycle of comfort eating because weight gain and sugar messes with my hormones badly! xxx

 

[Eryinera]

I've been recommended baby aspirin for next time round and I have to book an early midwife appoint to get a consultant as I have family history of blood clots so they may be putting me on clean as well. I hope you have answers soon my love x x

 

[millielaura]

I really hope it helps you. What doseage and how often do you have to take it? Xxx

 

[millielaura]

I've counted all losses including chemicals and I've lost 8 babies total . Must be something going on!
Appointment tomorrow, really anxious about it!
Feeling down tonight had to come home early from work xxx

 

[fairyprincess]

*hugs* good luck today, hope you get some answers x

 

[MrsS15]

I'm so sorry millie I can't believe you're going through this again! I hope today goes okay, I'll be thinking of you xx

 

[ChrissieCool]

Lots of luck hun xxx

 

[millielaura]

Had my appointment. Signed consent forms for my op where they will be removing my tube. They will also look for scarring in my uterus. Had my bloods done as well so will hear back after op. 10-14 week waiting list for the op but I said I'd be willing to have cancellations when they asked . Xx

 

[millielaura]

Said no point taking metform or baby aspirin if the fluid in tubes or scarring in uterus if i have it is causing the probs so will look at that afterwards xxx