Rowesb
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I went back to work yesterday, it was strange, but ok, am beginning to wonder if I am in the right profession now though, I feel so badly treated through work problems and then the MC that I don't think that it is really what I started nursing for anymore... I may as well strike myself of the NMC cos they just don't seem to allow us to do what we trained to do...
I have been sorting out my letter of complaint this morning, it is a damn good letter (I haven't written it obviously), but I just have this gut feelig that it isn't enough to actually change things...
I'm still on a count dowm too...but am not really sure why, I should have been 17+1 on friday, my birthday, so starting to show and I was hoping to feel, that would have been the best birthday pressie ever
I wish my body would settle down too, am guessing the mc has more to do with temps being all over the place too, keep getting odd cramps and am oh so spotty (my skin feels like a slab of warm butter... not nice)
I wonder somedays how to keep going... on one hand I want to be able to move on and on the other I want to continue the complaint for as long as possible as it is all I have left of my pregnancy... DH said last night that he was proud of me, I just wonder how many times we have to hit rock bottom before getting a break
I have been sorting out my letter of complaint this morning, it is a damn good letter (I haven't written it obviously), but I just have this gut feelig that it isn't enough to actually change things...
I'm still on a count dowm too...but am not really sure why, I should have been 17+1 on friday, my birthday, so starting to show and I was hoping to feel, that would have been the best birthday pressie ever
I wish my body would settle down too, am guessing the mc has more to do with temps being all over the place too, keep getting odd cramps and am oh so spotty (my skin feels like a slab of warm butter... not nice)
I wonder somedays how to keep going... on one hand I want to be able to move on and on the other I want to continue the complaint for as long as possible as it is all I have left of my pregnancy... DH said last night that he was proud of me, I just wonder how many times we have to hit rock bottom before getting a break