is it worth it?

[longingforabump]

Morning all,

I think I'm just looking for some reassurance/nerve settling.

My partner and I have made the decision to begin ttc after some bad news.

Long story short:

Fell pregnant in June 2010 - had lots of pain/bleeding, went to doc for 6 weeks and they told me it was a miscarriage then a water infection etc etc, I collapsed and was rushed to hospital - it was a ruptured ectopic and I lost baby at 13 weeks and my left tube.

Miscarried second baby in Nov 2010.

Agonising pain, drpression, unable to eat and fatigue for aaaaages (since miscarriage) and passed from pillar to post being told its nothing, that i have to deal witht he pain, etc etc. I changed docs, got put under anaesthetic and a LOT of advanced white and black endometriosis was found and remvoed - March 2012

I have had pains etc since the op and the endometriosis is back with a vengance and basically Ive only got a few months or so to concieve or I'll loose my right tube too.

I shattered all the time and always have hot flushes etc from the endometriosis but heres hoping we fall pregnant. This is the first time we've tried since the miscarriage in november 2010 as i havent felt ready emotionally in case anything bad happens again. I can't say I'm feeling 100% ready emotionally but i think I'll always feel that due to previous history

 

[Topsy]

Hi

Sorry to hear what you have been going through, just want to send lots of baby dust your way, hope you get your BFP.

XX

 

[Emma.b]

Hi

Welcome to the site! What a rollercoaster of a ride you have been on, i'm so sorry for your losses.

I haven't really got any advise for you as i havent suffered a miscarriage or endometriosis i can only wish you all the luck in the world, and pray it doesnt take you long to fall with your sticky bean.

Sending lots of baby dust to you

X x X x X

P.S it will be so worth it, for us all, when we finally get to hold our bundles! x x

 

[mishi]

Hi and welcome

Sorry for your losses and best of luck on your ttc journey.

xxxx

 

[seraphim]

HI,
ive had mc's and have endometriosis.

I totally know how you feel with the fatugue and the pains it can bring.

Its been over 10 years since the first mc and for me,its not something that ive gotten over,its something that with time dulled but I think when youve had one mc you are so very warey of it happening again it can have way of affecting your feelings towards future possible pregnancies and if you do get pregnant,also how you are in pregnancy too.

I just wish you and your hubby the best

 

[longingforabump]

Hi

Sorry to hear what you have been going through, just want to send lots of baby dust your way, hope you get your BFP.

XX

thank you

Hi

Welcome to the site! What a rollercoaster of a ride you have been on, i'm so sorry for your losses.

I haven't really got any advise for you as i havent suffered a miscarriage or endometriosis i can only wish you all the luck in the world, and pray it doesnt take you long to fall with your sticky bean.

Sending lots of baby dust to you

X x X x X

P.S it will be so worth it, for us all, when we finally get to hold our bundles! x x

Hi and welcome

Sorry for your losses and best of luck on your ttc journey.

xxxx

Thank you both of you Ive actually been a member since 2009 but just havent posted much as this emotional rollercoaster of medical problems has kept me busy!lol! I have so many questions and uncertainties going through my mind I just dont knwo what to do!lol!