...over what I eat. I feel totally panicked about it. one part of me knows that I need to eat enough for my baby to grow and the other part of me is so desparate to lose weight because Ive been told my BMI is over 30 now and Im being tested for diabetes on friday.
Im in a total panic and am keeping a food diary to show the doctor after my test on friday. But I dunno if Im eating too much/too little and I dunno what to do for the best. I went for a long walk after lunchtime to try and get healthy by increasing my activity levels.
Does anyone else feel like this? Im worried cos I kind of know this isnt a healthy way to think but I really dont wanna have diabetes and I feel guilty for being obese cos I might harm my baby....I just cant pull myself together today.
Im in a total panic and am keeping a food diary to show the doctor after my test on friday. But I dunno if Im eating too much/too little and I dunno what to do for the best. I went for a long walk after lunchtime to try and get healthy by increasing my activity levels.
Does anyone else feel like this? Im worried cos I kind of know this isnt a healthy way to think but I really dont wanna have diabetes and I feel guilty for being obese cos I might harm my baby....I just cant pull myself together today.