I know I'm not the only one...

[Serendipity_]

But, lately, I just don't seem to care about my pregnancy.

Well, it's not that I don't care. Because I do, I am looking after myself in the best way possible and I love my little baby inside me.

BUT, I am just so..... Laidback about it at the minute... When I first found out, I was so nervous, checking for blood, watching everything from how I walked to who did what around me.. But now I'm just like.. What will happen, will happen... Fate........ Like, if its meant to be it will be.

This has been like this since I had my scan last Monday. It's like I've seen the heartbeat and I just.. Don't care... But I do care......

I don't make sense do I ?

I think its nerves a bit, I am really shit scared of this baby being bought into the world because I have inlaws (outlaws) who will try and push things onto me.. The OH's stepmum is an ex midwife/health visitor and she thinks she knows best.. She does... But it's my baby, only me and my partner know how we will and want to bring our baby up...

I just feel a lickle lost

 

[louears]

well i can't believe you have had no replies to this post.

i feel more relaxed about things now, its not that you don't care, more that you aren't stressing too much it sounds to me, and that is good, stress is bad for you and baby, i am the same, whatever will be will be sort of attitude, i will eat healthy and do all i can, but in the end nature will decide.

good luck with your pregnancy, oh and people will interfere, we just have to stand up to them and tell them to back off

 

[Jade89]

sorry only just seen this

At first I was a worry freak but i'm much more chilled out now and also think what will be will be!

And tell the outlaws to pee off if they interfear! <----that doesn't look right, have I spelled it wrong? lol

 

[louears]

i didn't mean anything by saying i was suprised no one had replied i know posts can quickly disappear to the bottom

 

[louears]

sorry only just seen this

At first I was a worry freak but i'm much more chilled out now and also think what will be will be!

And tell the outlaws to pee off if they interfear! <----that doesn't look right, have I spelled it wrong? lol

lol its interfere i think, my brain has gone to mush lately

 

[Tasha20]

Yep im much more chilled, though I have put that down to the aid of my doppler and having scans.

 

[M&Ms]

I was the same. You've gone through the exciting phase of POAS and getting your BFP. Now you're in the 10 week 'am I really pregnant?' phase. I had convince myself the week before Christmas that something must be up as I didn't 'feel' pregnant anymore. Infact I had to go POAS to reassure myself I think we all feel 'in limbo' a little until we have the first scan and see our LO fidgeting about in there. I'm on my third pregnancy but I still felt like that

 

[babyblonde]

I've just swung into a different set of anxiety today - it's finally dawned on me that I'm actually having a baby (or a wotsit - at this stage we can't be sure) and now I've started thinking/worrying about labour, birth plans etc etc

BUT since we had the scan on Tuesday I have relaxed quite a lot (probably why I'm letting myself think that far ahead now) and am less panicky. That being said if I had either a drawerful of tests or a home scanning machine I'd be checking all the time