What a day, first of all i had a burny feeling 'down there' yesterday and worried i've got a little infection so went to see a nurse at the surgery today and she had a look (Embarrassing
I have also been feeling crappy today, hot, sickish, heady, me and OH had to do the food shop and i kept crying as i felt bad and kept worrying, then i suddenlt thought, what if im feleing bad because the infection is getting worse and its causing problems..... Please dont laugh at my stupid head because im nearly in tears about it all now, hormones have definitely done something to me. Then OH accidentally knocked the bump while reaching back for my hand - cue more tears and he felt awful too. Plus my car is in garage for serious troubles and is going to cost a bomb to fix when they finally work out whats wrong with it, god help me if i went into early labour and needed to get somewhere.
I felt so ill this afternoon i went back to the nurse (feeling really bloody stupid) and told her i felt rubbish. she sort of reassured me but also sort of didnt, so here i am, been laying on the sofa all afternoon, stil feeling rubbish, also worrying im coming down with flu or something, worry worry how on earth would you give birth with the flu - oh listen to me! i feel so low