I had to take Abi for her Jabs today, i felt so guilty when i went and woke her this morning as she always has a big smile for me and when we were sat in the clinic she was chuckling away and i felt awful knowing what was coming, i know it's best for her to have them but i feel so bad, and after she had them done i was trying to get her to smile (she's very smilie baby) and she just looked at me blankley GUTTED isnt the word for how i felt however she seems to have forgiven me now