Well reality has really hit home today i am back to work next wednesday and luke has gone to the childminder this morning for his settling in period i am feeling so nervous about leaving luke and going back to work after nearly 8 months off, i feel sick everytime i think about it. he's been at the childminders for about an hour and a half and i can't concentrate on anything i hope he's ok
just needing some hugs today
just needing some hugs today