I feel so depressed

[Cixes]

I had a horrible day yesterday wit constand braxton hicks, period pains, back ache, nausea...the lot. Then to make things worse turned up at my appointment with the midwife to be told that there were no miwives available and could one pop to see me on monday between 9am and 5pm...yeah i will just hang around waiting all day you watch!

Today i just feel so sad and irritable, have sat here and cried.

I am fed up of living in a tiny shoe box, it looks like i have little chance of getting a bigger house anytime soon.
We have a kid from school staying for tea tonight and i just can't be arsed to be honest.
The housework needs doing and i can't seem to find the energy to do it.
I feel exhausted after all those braxton hicks yesterday.
I am also fed up of living next door to my MIL!! I haven't even seen her for days but she still manages to piss me off, plus my hubby just runs around after her which makes things worse!
I have 7 weeks to get my house sorted (may be in hospital after that till birth) and with me only doing a bit a day that will creep up on me!

I feel emotionally exhausted, i have just sobbed my heart out because i feel such a failure at the moment. Most of this is probably my pregnancy hormones.

 

[gracie]

Hope the hugs gelp.

Grace xx

 

[carlyr874]

Aww poor you I have had a few episodes of feeling really down too. Put your feet up and forget the housework and don't feel guilty about it either! You should be taking it easy not getting stressed out xx

 

[Becc]

Awww chick, I'm so sorry you're feeling this down. I'm butting in from 2nd tri I know but I have a lot of history of being depressed and I know how horrible it can be when you feel like you're sinking and you can't stop yourself.

Your hormones probably aren't helping but you shouldn't just write off your feelings either. I think what you need is a bit of TLC... you sound tired and fed up and I think it's time somebody ran around after you, even if it's only for a little while. Could you not go out for meal with hubby or if you don't feel like getting out of the house maybe just a nice takeaway so you're not cooking... whatever you fancy and curl up with a DVD or something.

I really hope you feel better soon, chick. I know when you're really down it sometimes feels like you'll never pick yourself back up again but you will

 

[Melly+2]

Know the feeling, just fed up of everything

 

[puppylove]

Sorry dont have any advice to give you but wasnted to send some of these to you

 

[Cixes]

Well after my first post i had the bright spark idea that i needed to move my desk from the hall into the living room, my hubby had gone for a nap (why i don't know, i am the one who has been up since 7am!) of course something that would normally be really quick and simple turned into a nightmare when i got the damn thing stuck between the two rooms! Aghhhhh! My bump was killing me and i was crying and getting more and more flustered so asked Harry to go get Daddy, Then he has a massive go at me ranting on that it didn't need moving in the first place, but i said i was sick of it taking up too much room in the hall and thats where the pram will have to be stationed in a few months!!!

In the middle of all this my Gran phones for a lift to the library so i dry my eyes and take her, i came back and he had finished my job by hovering up and washing the dishes, but we are now hardly speaking!

All i wanna do is crawl into bed but i can't!!

Roll on bedtime thats all i can say!

 

[Becc]

I'm sorry, chick... sounds likes you're going through one of those spells were it just seems to be one thing after another

I think you are doing too much... you're pregnant! Why is your OH in bed while you're downstairs moving furniture and feeling pressured to do all the housework? You need a break and some TLC... maybe you should sit down with OH calmly and tell him how you're feeling... it's always harder when things are said in an atmosphere or argument.

Hope you feel better soon