I am assuming it is a natural thing to worry about things that could happen to our LOs but lately i have been having awful thoughts and now dreams about it
Its starting to get me down as i find myself with these thoughts quite alot lately.
Mainly they are about things that could hurt Calleigh, i wont say exactly because its not nice, then i have thoughts/dreams of me dying and leaving her, i then panic as i am her source of food and imagine the distress she will be in if i suddenly just disappear
It is driving me to distraction and i find myself double/triple checking the front door is locked, and being wary about being out and about in certain circumstances.
I know that we will always worry about our children but i certainly hope i wont always feel like this, i just feel as though i am being a little extreme IYKWIM.
Not sure what the point of this post is but i think if i discussed it with OH he may just say i have an overactive mind and these things will never happen.
Its starting to get me down as i find myself with these thoughts quite alot lately.
Mainly they are about things that could hurt Calleigh, i wont say exactly because its not nice, then i have thoughts/dreams of me dying and leaving her, i then panic as i am her source of food and imagine the distress she will be in if i suddenly just disappear
It is driving me to distraction and i find myself double/triple checking the front door is locked, and being wary about being out and about in certain circumstances.
I know that we will always worry about our children but i certainly hope i wont always feel like this, i just feel as though i am being a little extreme IYKWIM.
Not sure what the point of this post is but i think if i discussed it with OH he may just say i have an overactive mind and these things will never happen.