Holly Hobby and Tina and Gabs

[Melly+2]

Hope your both ok, i know Tina will have only just gone in at this stage but holly where are you i am sat here keeping an eye out when i really wana go bed, hope both you ladies are ok, im gonna keep checking back here for you both

 

[jools221181]

Me too

 

[rene70]

dito

 

[firstangel]

Yep me 3 !xxxx

 

[~*Leanne*~]

Me 4

hope your both ok

 

[kayzee]

Thinking of you both, please everything be ok for you

 

[Mummy2B2009]

Hoping to hear from you both soon xxxx

 

[Melly+2]

come on girls your killing me

 

[reallyoldmum]

and me - hope you are both OK

 

[*CLAIREBEAR*]

any news yet???

 

[HollyHobby]

Mine wasnt good I'm afraid

Nothing in my womb but i've got 2 cysts on my left side that accounts for the pain, I can't remember if I asked if they were in my womb or ovaries now. She said numbers like mine (dipping and rising) probably means ectopic and i'll have to see a gynocologist if my numbers are still being funny, but she said it's still possible i had an early miscarriage, she really couldnt say one way or the other, but it's a possibilty of being an ectopic, so it has just been as well I have hounded to be seen.

I had blood taken and got to go back on Monday for more blood, I am hoping the numbers have gone right down as that would be the best outcome.
I cant remember for sure but i think she said if the numbers go up again they'll do another scan.

I'm going to see if i can get the cysts removed before we try again. I asked if they could have interfered with anything and she thought not, she also thought they might go away on their own but when I asked her if they could cause pain during and after bd she said Oh yes, so I know I've probably had them for at least 2 years but theyve never pained as much as lately.

Although I didnt get a full answer today I feel relieved in one way that the cysts are on the side where I'm getting pain, and there was nothing on my right, so that explains alot.

So now got to wait till Monday to see where todays levels were at and then they'll do another set of bloods, but the doctor was right in my case, it wasn't viable, but I still felt pregnant and am continuing to get the symptoms, so hcg is still in my system, it's just a bugger it rose as it would have been easier for it just to return to normal and then try again.

We had a bit cry when we left the RVI, but we're going to get me sorted out, get the house finished and start with a clean slate. I'm also going to go back on my diet and try to sort out this ibs type thing and get myself fighting fit for the next time.

Thanks for everything everybody. I said to my husband that I have been so glad of this website through this, and even he's learned so much as when I joined I couldnt even tell you how to know if a test was positive!

I'm, sad obviously, but I knew in my heart right from the beginning something wasnt right.

I have to say what a difference the RVI is though to my local hospital, like chalk and cheese. They wash their hands while going through doors! It's worth the journey up there, so a big up for the RVI in Newcastle!

 

[widowwadman]

I'm really really sorry to read this. I'm glad to see that you seem to be quite positive despite the bad news. Fingers crossed that you'll get everything sorted and will be alright soon.

x

 

[Mummy2B2009]

HollyHobby!!!

Im so sorry but so glad to see your being positive. Take care hun, always thinking of u

 

[Melly+2]

so sorry hunny

 

[rene70]

so so sorry for you, your in the right frame of mind though to think to the future and give yourself priority, eyes are welling up here good luck to you for the future and many best wishes xx

 

[EllieBelle]

Oh Im so so sorry to read this hun........I really was thinking of you both today and been checking for an update all afternoon.

You seem such a strong positive person, and I have absolutely no doubt that we will be hearing good news in a few months time, and its great that you are focused on the house, diet etc.

Im just sorry things didnt work out the way they should this time.

I am so glad that the new hospital are looking after you properly, and are making sure you get back to full health asap, which is so important!

You take care and stay strong

 

[*CLAIREBEAR*]

im so so sorry to hear this hollyhobby,thinking of you x x x x

 

[HollyHobby]

Thanks , I suppose I'm quite a positive strong person at heart in the end, (after being a blubbering mess that is!).
The positive thing is from it all is i was right about
the cysts all along, my doctor said i probably didnt have any, i actually mentioned cysts and a urine infection so i hope from now when i go to see a gp they'll start just taking my word for things, i know my body, i know even whats going on inside sometimes, i think it's high time the medical profession listened more to what their patients are telling them is happening to them.

On Monday after I've given my blood we're going to buy an ornament to mark this pregnancy so we've got something not over the top just as a memory thing you know?

We were really lucky for it to happen first time, I would like to think it's been here to point to my cysts. i know that sounds really lame but it's the only reason I can come up with, that and to show us we can make a baby and maybe I just need to get rid of these cysts first.
I'm blabbing nonsence I know.

Tina and Gabs I hope your scans went ok today

 

[sarah113]

so sorry hollyhobby

tina and gabs hope your scan went well

 

[Flossy82]

HollyHobby

Tina and Gabs hope alls ok sweety?!