Well, i aint been on much recently - been very down as a few of u may know. OH n also spend 4 hours up AnE with Leah, she fell over n smacked her head on an solid iron orniment, in between her eyes. She had a massive bump was screamin n went really pale n wobbly. So i grabbed her n went down to the hosp. The nurse took her in straight away cos she was flat
they connected her up to machines, looked at her eyes ect n got the doc in to look at her - i was so scared, they gave her some calpol, and monitered for 3 hours. They think she was concust (sp) shes fine now just has a mega briuse n a bump - i feel so bad
nehoooooo. . .
But im back again (for now) i moved into my lovely new house today
am so happy n finally feel that i can start to let go - its still tough but iv got some great mates on here who always cheer me
My dad painted leahs room y.day but im stayin at home until tomoz so the fumes go go away, still got unpackin to do but i LOVE my new house. Its so big i feel like an ant (its only a 3 bed) but only me n leah moochin round it.
Its just so nice to be sumwhere where i have no memories of Rob - its my new start with Leah and atm touch wood i feel so proud of myself that i have got throu this, and have provided leah with r own home.
I know i prob sound silly


nehoooooo. . .
But im back again (for now) i moved into my lovely new house today


My dad painted leahs room y.day but im stayin at home until tomoz so the fumes go go away, still got unpackin to do but i LOVE my new house. Its so big i feel like an ant (its only a 3 bed) but only me n leah moochin round it.
Its just so nice to be sumwhere where i have no memories of Rob - its my new start with Leah and atm touch wood i feel so proud of myself that i have got throu this, and have provided leah with r own home.
I know i prob sound silly
