Its my birthday next Sat and well i aint doing nething for it, i dont have many friends (as they went with Rob,as most of them were his mates but turned into r mates - if u get me) n so wont be going out, i really cant be arsed to do anything. ITs just another day to me, get up n carry on with Leah. Anyway my mum obv knows that im feeling shite at the moment n hates seeing me like this, cos i said i dont wanna do nething nxt sat just stay in n spend it with Leah - nehoooo she said that if i wanted that mum n dad would take me to Norwich for the day shopping, as i have no clothes - lost a stone in 8 weeks throu stress etc n we could have a nice day out shopping, have lunch - if its a nice day walk by the river etc n then go out for early tea (to fit around Leahs routine) I feel so bad for letting them see me like this, cos id hate it if leah was like this n i couldnt do nething to help. I just have no interest in nething but im going to make a big effort next sat.
Just thought id let ya know lol x x x
Just thought id let ya know lol x x x
